o dapat ka pa bang magmahal.
Kapag wala nang sense na makita sa isang relasyon,
dun mo na maiisip na siguro,
nagkita lang kayo sa
hindi tamang panahon
at
pagkakataon."
--berlin flores,
'eMOTIONS'
3pebrero2010
pasig city
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i wonder how it feels to spend an entire lifetime with you
doing the things that pretty much sum up a normal existence:
coffee mornings,
lazy afternoons,
walks in the park,
wanderings in the stark dark night.
i wonder how it is like
to wake up every single day of my life
with your arms wrapped tightly in my naked body
or, how magical it will be
to just lay on the earth’s barren patch with you beside me
and gaze at the infinite heavens
while I hold your trembling hands
and kiss your lips.
i wonder what kind of bliss it would bring me
if i get to spend my whole life with you
chasing rainbows,
weaving dreams,
making love.
--berlin
30january2010
Note: With all the chaos that have been plaguing the world, I reckon that this song pretty much sums up the general sentiment and collective wish that peace-loving people have. Enjoy. :-)



Note: Inspired ito ng kwento ni kasamang Marky, isang kaopisina at kaibigang kaisa ko sa larangan ng panulaan.
sa tuwing anag-ag na lamang ang nalalabi sa pinagsamahang sandali
sa tuwing mga lukot na kumot at pawisang katawan na lamang ang tanging namamasdan
sa tuwing mga mata na lamang ang nangungusap at ang luwalhati’y ‘di na nalalasap
sasabihin ko sa ‘yong sa ‘yo lamang ang pag-ibig ko.
sa tuwing ang gabi’y nahapo na at nagpaubaya sa panibagong umaga
sa tuwing napagod na ang langit sa kanyang pagluha
sa tuwing ang katawa’y kinukumutan ng lamig ng tag-ulan
ipadarama ko sa ‘yo ang init ng pag-ibig ko.
‘pagka’t madalas sa ating buhay
dumaratal ang pagkapagod sa maraming mga bagay
kung paanong natatapos sa pagtula ang hangal na makata
o kung paanong nahahapo ang matandang payaso.
dahil ang buhay ay
gaano man kaningas ang apoy,
sa malao’t madali’y humuhupa rin ito
kapag humiwalay na ang mga alipato sa siga upang maglakbay sa kalawakang matamlay,
doon na natin maiisip
maganda pala ang lalim at lawak at hawas ng langit.
at kung magkagayon, mahal ko,
muli’t muli ko ngang ipararanas sa iyo
ang rubdob ng pag-ibig ko.
--berlin
ika-16 ng enero
Note: I was supposed to post this as a new year's day gift to myself and to my readers, but for certain reasons, I was too lazy to do so. But as they say, it's always better to be late than cute. Oh well, just enjoy this post, will you? :-)






It's my 27th birthday today.
As Alanis Morisette said in one of her songs, 'I'm broke but I'm happy.'
Yeah. I maybe broke, but I have to say I'm happy being still alive. I'm happy for being in a team with nice people. [I love you, CHEESSAW guys!]
This is the first birthday that won't see any celebration, at least of the kind where you get to slice your own cake and [try not to] eat it, too. But hey, common sense tells me it's not less happier. And yes, common sense dictates I should be even happier with all the blessings God continues to shower me in spite of all my mistakes and sins. The gift of life alone is more than enough to celebrate.
Other reasons why I should be in a celebratory mood:
I have to be forever grateful for this gift I have, this facility with the written word.
I have to be grateful for the three wonderful angels I have: Ashley Judd, 7, Kobe Akira, 6, and Nathan Wolfgang, 4. I may not have the best kick-ass motorbike in the world, but I have these kids to accompany me wherever my life journey leads me to.
I have people who sincerely love me, and whom I try to sincerely love back.
I have friends, although not a multitude, but still enough to keep some sanity in me.
I'm inside the true Church.
And yes, I'm still breathing
still writing
still rocking
still loving.
What else could I ask for? :-)

Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. --Dylan Thomas
